beks

I'M MOVING FOR REAL

2007-05-22T11:39:00.000+08:00

alrights, after a long long deliberation and testing out lj, i've decided to officially move!

so you guys can check it out at http://bekslovesherpig.livejournal.com

so after 299 posts and 3years, it's on to new and better things. who knows, maybe one day i'll get sick of lj and move back here! but like everything else, WE'LL SEE! (:

xoxo

2007-05-17T12:14:00.000+08:00

livejournal at http://bekslovesherpig.livejournal.com

hahah its still in the fix so........................
if livejournal stinks, not my fault. LMAO

blogger blows

2007-05-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

blogger blows. i can't friggin post A THING!!! the whole site just messes up whenever i try to post on my computer. but apparently, it works on other people's computers!

so..i've moved to my livejournal for now. ask me for the link! ;p

justalittlelonger

2007-05-06T01:27:00.000+08:00

it's kinda surreal.

the next time i talk to you, we'd actually be in the same time zone, let alone same country! ;p this indescribable feeling; when someone who means so much, that puting it in words would hardly suffice, comes back home.. back to you. and after all this time of not seeing you or talking to you face to face.. i get nervous! because i feel like i've forgotten. what to say or do when i see you again. or how i'd feel. all i know, is that it feels unreal. like at any moment in time, someone's gonna tell me that this was all a dream, and that you're not coming home at all.

but emphasizing on how far we were, is besides the point. cos when i sit down to think about it, you were never that far away from me at all. not ever in these past 3 mnths or so i felt like i could not rely on you. but of course.. having you back.. would be the perfect summer gift. i'd finally have my boy with me again! so it's au revoir pseudo single-ness ((: well, at least for the coming months!

you can tell, words would be thoroughly inadequate in expressing my feelings right now.
and i can't wait! less than 24hrs now!
be still my heart.

ps. ok, seriously ants are the most annoying creatures in the fricking world. THEY JUST WON'T DIE and they're invading my room. hence, the mini-massacre, where i went abit nuts with the insecticide. i've reached a whole new level of hatred for animals with six or more legs.

i♥theweekends!

2007-05-04T13:34:00.000+08:00

haha i was facebooking and came across this. fricking hilarious i tell ya!
if you had no idea how stupid people can be, here's a damn good example!!!!
of course, as anyone who actually considers getting a pairs of croc is as well. hahah! the garden gnomes bit was priceless! 'please note that no crocs' customer services representatives or GARDEN GNOMES were harmed..' LMAO
the world would probably be a better place without em. cos let's face it, crocs are f***ing UGLINESS TO THE MAX AND LOOKS STUPUS
can you sense the latent hostility for rubber shoes?

anyways! of course, the exams are over and i've been chilling out at this cool joint; slobland. yes, its fulla food and comfy chairs made outta marshmellows (in any colour you want :O) complete with flat screen teevees all arnd! it's kinda quiet tho, seeing as how i'm the only one having exams. well, other than niq.. whos like halfway round the stinking globe! so akin to spoil milk left to ferment in the fridge, i've been kinda spending my time fusing with the living room couch. fortunately tho!!! the weekends bout to arrive, which means afew things (espeacially this weekend!!!!!!!) to look foward to! im excited already!! HEHEEE

a) everyone's gon be free/outta camp, hence the going out bit! vone's GON GET A NEW PHONE WTFBBQ!!!!!! luckyshit
b) i'm gonna get my hair cut! FINALLY! haha i'll be getting the mop chopped off my head. IM REALLY EXCITED! errr, unless they decide to mess it up. which is no joke ok, cos den i won't be able to be out in public unless i have a scarf (BARF) or until everything grows out :O ohno. *shudders at the thought
c) and OF COURSE, NIQ'S BACK THIS WEEKEND!! woopwoop! which means weeks and weekends following this weekend, are gonna be good ones :p I MISS YOUU!

photoshopandasenseofhumor

2007-05-03T01:39:00.000+08:00

i had a LOL moment when i saw that!

ifpicturesspeak,iwonderwhatvideosdo

2007-05-02T14:13:00.000+08:00

one of the reasons why i watch one tree hill (:

ithinkhedislocatedhiseverything

2007-05-02T01:58:00.001+08:00

JELLY MAN ALERT!
and check out niqs blog for the ginger kids one. THATS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE YOUTUBES! can laugh until pee i tell you! NO KID!

:O

2007-05-01T02:35:00.000+08:00

how freaking cool is this!! im liking the toilet picture! lol!

click here for more!

theswim,sun&theboywiththeradio

2007-05-01T00:17:00.000+08:00

sometimes i think i have 'advice on rships' written on my forehead or sth. seriously! do i look like i walk around sandwiched between two cardboard planks saying "aunt aggy; the relationship speacial"?????? NO I DON'T! hahaha

but i've been having people come up to me (and i mean online), asking me for a girls take on things. haha neways, its not that i totally hate it or anything, i like helping them out. but some things are just kinda D'OH!! sooooooo obvious! for instance, if you wanna know sth bout her; like if shes single or not?? just ask her! but with tact i might add! and its simple as that! nothings ever complicated unless you make them out to be right?

in other news, went over to jias to swim ytd, and i reformatted my comp! and noww my laptops all pimped up with windows vista! yay! THANKS VONE!! but it was crappass that i had to spend a shit loada time to load it up with drivers. but im so prouda myself cos when it comes to electronics, they crumble in my hands/malfunction like it's not the manufacturers fault/implode unto themselves. yes they do. i'm the biggest computer retard! yay but i did it! and i even got my webcam to work with vista sans f-ing it up! (:

and a mnth of not tennis-ing is bad BAD BADDD!!! i've become trés fair! maybe comparable to niq!! haha but ive gt tennis tmr! yay and i hope its hot! even though i've realised that slapping on a lil sunscreen wouldnt hurt either. so swimming ytd was fun! haha super fun! even though we shouldn't procrastinate in the future lest the sun disappears again! lesson learnt! LOL and jia was walking arnd with the radio on his shoulders like a lil matboy (even though we don't doubt that sometimes). the boy has a serious obsession with class95.

and i wanna watch SPIDERMAN! proly catch it afew times! haha i so cant wait for all em movies coming out this summer! wooo! and also, niq's coming back in boutt....... a few many hours!!!!!!!!!! you could say that it'll be the highlight of the holidays too ((((:

sometimes i forget what a big dope you are ;p

ps. scream 3 is fricking lame. reminds me of scary movie. LMAO!

anafternoonoftwistsandturns

2007-04-29T10:43:00.000+08:00

'Neville could barely believe it himself. In 11 hugely successful years at Old Trafford, Neville scored only five times in 263 league appearances - and none of them were as important as this one.'

LMAO

'United fought back from two goals down to win 4-2 at Everton, but Chelsea allowed Kevin Davies to score a second-half equaliser to virtually kill off their bid for a third successive Premier League title.

is it me? because i always seem to miss the good games!

haha we actualy managed to watch a movie ytd (AND NOT MISS THE BEGINNING OF IT TOO)! LOL and even tho we seem to be hanging out in bits and pieces these days, it was a good laugh. plus! rui joined us! yay havent seen that kookoomonster in a while! so ytd was pretty nice! lol and im thankful the sprinklers din come on in the cinema! IF NOT.. BANNED FROM LIDO FOREVER!!!!!!!!! HAHA

i♥theholidays!ANDITSTARTSNOW!

2007-04-28T01:22:00.000+08:00

so the past week has been mugger's week. a week where people grow fat and fair because they camp out in libraries or in their rooms and shove their faces in a moutain loada work. the tonne of things that people manage to cram into their memories in a day is AMAZING, it's a wonder they don't forget other things; like what time's prison break airing on teevee, when to eat their lunches, their names.. that sorta thing. i guess HARDCORE muggers use 5 more % of their brain than the average joe!!! :O alrights... maybe not.

i, for one, have problems with cramming. given it works (SOMETIMES), i can get really frustrated! espeacially if it's something you've been repeating all day to yourself (at the expense of looking like a total retard) and when it come down to actually vomitting it out onto an answer script, voila! it forsakes you! so much for talking to yourself like in idiot all day. DONC, it is absolutely thrilling that i can safely say now, that i'm.. NOT PART OF THAT ANYMORE! haha missing a loada tv shows and pushing myself to step outta character to actually STUDY everyday was so detrimental that i fell sick (and was sick throughout) before and during my exams this week! i kid you not people. mugger's week was a royal pain in the ass.

alors, an update of the past.. 7 hrs!! i met up with (half) the gang for food and more food because we couldn't get no tickets for 200pounds beauty. haha what's new though huh! the food was nice the company was fulla shit. but it was fun nonetheless.. even when we've nothing to do! i'm serious, if we were to major in slacking, we'd be graduating with 1st class-you-get-a-blue-ribbon-you're-f'ing brillant honours! haha but yeah, nice catchign up with the rest! i've been so outta touch!

and.. get this, we saw kkj enhancing undies tdy at num!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA SERIOUSLY! no surgery no pills!!!!! LMAO

oh! and i've been FACEBOOKED (or have i said that already?). haah! anyways, now im a FB junkie/slut because i can't get off it. first thing i do when i get online, check updates, alter profile stuff and what have you. and i can't stop! it's kinda scarey. it's like when gameboy was out and everyone had one in their hands/around their necks (WTF)/along with em 24/7. madness i tell you. facebook, is preaching of new media NM1101E at it's finest. synchronous media which allows you to interact with people online NO MATTER your location instantaneously. this spaceless proximity encourages you to spend ungodly amounts of time online to snoop and poke at people from all over the world :o!!!! hahahaha facebook spreading it's evil around to brain wash little kiddies like you and me. because if you have facebook, you're cool -.-''(and not an ahlian cos they do not allow people to WRiTe LykE Dishh :s) HAHAHA but i'm still hooked! i like gettting brainwashed sometimes. haha ahhh.. the wonders of the internet ey? hate it or love it, you just can't possibly live without it. and us digital natives, are pretty much fucked should the internet melt unto itself and dissipate into oblivion.

yeps, that's pretty much all i've gtta rant about! and of course, i spent my day missing youu kinda, sorta! (: soo, a litttle sth-sth for you, from me ;p

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

2007-04-27T13:05:00.000+08:00

i'm back IM BACK!!
exams are done and dusted. no more books, notes or theories and formulas to remember. my brain can rest in default mode again i.e. SLACK MODE! FINALLY! and i'll get to see my chubby wubs in bout 10 days time!!

there's so much to look forward to IN MAY!
my head's spinning from thinking all the things i can do in may. HOHO!

kinda sucked that i've been sooo outta touch with people tho. i miss talking to my boy! and vone and carl. etc. that's why i hate exams the most!!! looking on the bright side tho, its time to play catch up (((:

and study hard bubs!! yours'd be done in no time! and then.. i'll finally get to see you; face to face.

ps. I WANNA HOLIDAY ASAP!!!!!!!!

FB-ED

2007-04-26T15:24:00.000+08:00

apparently..
I'VE BEEN FACEBOOKED!

son of a bitch!! anyways, its distracting and everything YOU SHOULDN'T DO whilst studying. yups. facebook.. is fricking evil.

2007-04-23T01:41:00.000+08:00

you brighten my day (or night rather ((((:)!

it's the little things you do and say
i so can't wait for this two weeks to end. hee
have a great sunday darlin!

ARGHHHHHHHHHH!

2007-04-22T02:16:00.000+08:00

GREAT.
now chelsea's gon win the stinking EPL.
again.
and they proly deserve too it since MANUNITED ARE FCKING IDIOTS.
they can potentitally BE THE BIGGEST LOSERS IN THE WHOLE WORLD BY THE END OF THE FRICKIN' FOOTBALL SEASON.

ARGH SERIOUSLY.
i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea.

)))):

2007-04-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

sometimes we let affection, go unspoken,
sometimes we let our love go unexpressed,
sometimes we can't find words to tell our feelings,
especially towards those we love the best.

you hurt me, and i think i hurt you too,
i want to say i'm sorry,
you know i'll be sad without you boo!

ikickedrudolph'sass;i'vethereddernose;p

2007-04-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

aujourd'hui, je suis malade ): donc, je ne peux pas étudier.
je sais que je suis dans beaucoup de merde! i bet that's not even grammatically correct! but wth! i feel like shit.

ever wonder why people call runny noses runny noses?? especially when.. you know, it gets to the point where YOU REALLY WANT IT TO RUN AWAY (but it doesn't ))):) so that you don't have to deal with it being a little bitch on your face. anyways, i hope i get well by tmr (and you toooo!!), cos tmr's mug-till-the-cows-come-home day with binky, potato man and isabelle.. je pense!

i'm already making a list of what i wanna do after 27th april. heehee.
and just some pictures of my favourite girl! (:

actually, i'm just really addicted to making grid picture collages recently! hah

and somehow, dreams don't seem so far-fetched anymore (((((;

mynoseiskillingme

2007-04-19T02:17:00.000+08:00

evidence that webcams promote boredom-driven stupidity.

loveneverchanges,lifedoes.

2007-04-18T13:48:00.000+08:00

someone once told me that it's kinda scary that i sound so alright being on my own most of the time. so i smiled and told him, i'm never really alone.

we try to find, but maybe this time, dont turn your head, its easy to forget, how we were.

one by one, we closed our eyes, and returned to that place, as a thousand nights go by.

justashortone

2007-04-18T03:11:00.000+08:00

a litttttttleeee update!

changed the song on my blog! finally!
and korean dude f's up big time. all em presidents are 'shocked' by this. but if i see that word in one more article.. seriously man. can anyone say thesaurus?
manchesterunited's a goal up in the 4th min!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooo!
and i found out today that... NUS is officially muggers central!
plus, studying in schoool, never equates to you studying harder. really!!!!!!
6 days till the exams officially begin, and........
april's ending in a jiffy!!! and soon, i'll see your fatty face! cause i miss you by the to-the-power-of's
omfg, richardson came on. WHAT THE HELL IS HE THINKING! hahaha

ps. LOLOL SMITH'S JERSEY IS FOREVER TORN! HAHAHA can almost see his ass! haha!! ONE BIG HOLE! LOLOL

thepiggles!

2007-04-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

haha the only one who makes me lmao and do stupid things! like this..

ps. YES I KNOW! total armpit shot! and i've gt no eyes! and my rooms like SAI! but wth! HAHA

thisisfunny!

2007-04-16T00:48:00.000+08:00

lol, so found this someplace and it really cracked me up!

"Every year, English teachers from across the country can submit their collections of actual analogies and metaphors found in high school essays. These excerpts are published each year to the amusement of their colleagues nationwide. Here are last year's winners:

1. Her face was a perfect oval, like a circle that had its two sides gently compressed by a Thigh Master.

2. His thoughts tumbled in his head, making and breaking alliances like underpants in a dryer without Cling Free.

3. He spoke with the wisdom that can only come from experience, like a guy who went blind because he looked at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it and now goes around the country speaking at high schools about the dangers of looking at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it.

4. She grew on him like she was a colony of E. Coli, and he was room-temperature Canadian beef.

5. She had a deep, throaty, genuine laugh, like that sound a dog makes just before it throws up.

6. Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever.

7. He was as tall as a six-foot, three-inch tree.

8. The revelation that his marriage of 30 years had disintegrated because of his wife's infidelity came as a rude shock, like a surcharge at a formerly surcharge-free ATM machine.

9. The little boat gently drifted across the pond exactly the way a bowling ball wouldn't.

10. McBride fell 12 stories, hitting the pavement like a Hefty bag filled with vegetable soup.

11. From the attic came an unearthly howl. The whole scene had an eerie, surreal quality, like when you're on vacation in another city and Jeopardy comes on at 7:00 p.m. instead of 7:30.

12. Her hair glistened in the rain like a nose hair after a sneeze.

13. The hailstones leaped from the pavement, just like maggots when you fry them in hot grease.

14. Long separated by cruel fate, the star-crossed lovers raced across the grassy field toward each other like two freight trains, one having left Cleveland at 6:36 p.m. traveling at 55 mph, the other from Topeka at 4:19 p.m. at a speed of 35 mph.

15. They lived in a typical suburban neighborhood with picket fences that resembled Nancy Kerrigan's teeth.

16. John and Mary had never met. They were like two hummingbirds who had also never met.

17. He fell for her like his heart was a mob informant, and she was the East River .

18. Even in his last years, Granddad had a mind like a steel trap, only one that had been left out so long, it had rusted shut.

19. Shots rang out, as shots are wont to do.

20. The plan was simple, like my brother-in-law Phil. But unlike Phil, this plan just might work.

21. The young fighter had a hungry look, the kind you get from not eating for a while.

22. He was as lame as a duck. Not the metaphorical lame duck, either, but a real duck that was actually lame, maybe from stepping on a land mine or something.

23. The ballerina rose gracefully en Pointe and extended one slender leg behind her, like a dog at a fire hydrant.

24. It was an American tradition, like fathers chasing kids around with power tools.

25. He was deeply in love. When she spoke, he thought he heard bells, as if she were a garbage truck backing up.

LOL the nonsense kinda reminded me of youu! i miss you so much bubs! may's in 2 fricking weeks!! (: i can't wait!!!

whatiDON'Twanttobe

2007-04-15T13:22:00.000+08:00

you're drowning in waters as dark as the shadows.
you're kicking and screaming and fighting,
but all you get is a mouthful of bitterness.
you choke and tears well up in your eyes,
hoping someone will pull you out of it.
but there's only stillness in the air.
the water's thick now, as vicious as molasses.
and all you want.. is to breathe.
you need to get out, but it pulls you under and surrounds you.
and soon, all you see and feel, is empty.

-

reevaluation. it's the hardest thing. to step outta yourself for awhile and become a total rational being. sad to say tho, we're usually our greatest and worst critics. and i see that, all the latent negativity that's finally oozing out of me, it's hurting you, even though you're trying like hell to ease my doubts. i can get that way, to block out the things i don't wanna see or hear. but the thing is, sometimes, all i need.. is a positive nudge instead of a smudge out.

thethingboutmistakes

2007-04-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

what's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? maybe our old wounds teach us something. they remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. they teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. that's what we like to think. but that's not the way it is, is it?

some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.

2007-04-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

C'MON UNITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE GAMES ON NOW! HOLYCRAP!
fricking full quad! AND NO RICHARDSON! LOLOL

where'dthemojogo

2007-04-14T02:05:00.001+08:00

i've lost my blogging mojo :O
like i have seriously nooooooooooooooooooo idea what to blog these days! partly attributable to the fact that i've no more life (yups, it's that time o year again.. where fun.. WHAT FUN? yes, fun's become a foreign word). and so, being utterly and totally miserable having lost my blogging mojo and since my studying mojo's ALSO not here yet.. i've kinda been hanging out at a nice little joint called procrastination. and since arriving, i think i've practically become the mayor of here. it's kinda worrisome. espeacially since i've got 24th april constantly nagging at the back of my head! sheeeesh.

i want to do something bout it! but hell if my body'd do anything my brain says it should do. if it did, i'd proly be the queen of the world by now. too bad i've got a first class ticket to my little limbo land. sigh.. you can't have your cake and eat it too!

so i've been talking to some guys from french! pity i only got to really know know them, as in exchange emails and stuff, during the last lecture! and some of them are pretty cool as it is. thing is, i'd never really gotten arnd to talking to em much cos i sat infront! YOU KNOW, switching from the front to the back halfway thru like abit extra -.-. so i just stayed put!! but its kinda gross being in front; you get spat on by the tutor, you always get asked dumb questions which are usually asked in gibberish (ie. FRENCH) and all that jazz.

but it's never too late getting to know people, cos apparently they DIG the same things i do!!! television drama-mama shows, french, manunited! HAHA. and they're fun to hang with too, cos they talk nonsense. alot. and i mean, JIAXIANG kinda crap. LOL

wow! looks like blogging bout how you don't have the mojo to blog sure brings the mojo back. TEMPORARILY. personally tho, i think its the choc coated gummy. cos let's face it, I BLOG CRAP when i lose the moood (hello, i spell CR's name wrongly!!! :/). haha so thanks to the candy, (hopefully!!) this isn't a crappy post!!!

au revoir! je dois étudier demain! JE DOIS!

2007-04-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

MY LAPTOP IS A PAIN IN THE FRICKING ASS.
i need some help. i cant get into msn. this whole fricking things fucked.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HOLYCRAP!

2007-04-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

'seven on the back of cristiano ronaldo's shirt, seven goals to united!!'

it's one goal every 6mins for united now!! WOOO!

i'llcomerunningtoyourside

2007-04-10T14:01:00.000+08:00

LOLOL
i ♥♥♥ youu!

everything we want, we'll be. holding us together tonight.

LOLOLcheckthisout!

2007-04-09T14:12:00.000+08:00

thats my cousin mel, me, bridget, mom with hideous hair and clothes and nick at our old house! HAHA we look like toots please.

evne though i dont remb much, i know we had a purple room with a pink bath and we used to rear little chicks. of which we'd play dans le jardin! haha so fun! but when we got naughty, mom used to lock us outta the house. esp sam! haha she was damn guailan. and we'd sneak the one in exile in by the back. o! and we used to play like siao, since there were 4 of us girls, i remb once we decided to wash all our barbie clothes and were up till damn late!! little girls giggling in teh wee hrs of the night make for one very very very angry mom, cane in hand! haha other than that and the roof leaking cos of cats, i dont remb much!

but i wanna be little again! i think. haha!

theweekendwhenweatetoomuch

2007-04-08T13:37:00.000+08:00

steamboating and churching on thursday

as usual, didnt do much but managed to take pictures, capturing memories so that maybe one day when we look back. we can laugh at our stupid hair and clothes.

good friday was a long ass day! had tennis in the morning with randeep and ryan and while it didnt rain, you could cook breakfast lunch and dinner on the hot hot tennis court. didnt help that it drizzled for abit. went home, caught a few and it was to st josephs, my once a year church. haha. met the gang and roy after at bugis! note the lack of description? well, proly due to the fact that i was so stoned by then. and i missed you quite abit. so... i was, yeah, STONING whilst the boys were talking bout army and work and yada yada. i cant remb! haha

saturday. WE MANAGED TO CATCH A SHOW!! OMFG! THE SKYS FALLING! haha ok nvm, but we did! finally! after a few weekends of always missing our show -.- we managed to catch the hitcher! which was an ok show. sophia bush's quite hot! the guys not that hot. vone was freaking out most of the time! HAHA damn funny, but the guy so poorthing, he got torn to shreads. i closed my eyes and covered my ears.

had dinner before that and went to bore-ders after! haha soooo many people freeloading pls at 11pm on a saturday night. qquite sad. haha

today? its study day.

no paper, or letters. we pass just close enough to touch. we love in secret names, we hide in our veins; the things that keep us bound to one another.

snappingboundarylines

2007-04-08T04:09:00.000+08:00

i studied! yes i did! at 3 in the morning! but i did.
ok to lessen the guilt! ahahha but i really did k. i can tell you everything about computer-mediated-communication now and all them stinking theories!

hmm do you ever wonder why people are afraid to take risks, to be afraid of the consequences of the spoken, afraid of letting feelings show or just plain afraid of everything. i think its important to step out of that shadow of a doubt sometimes and throw the rule book outta the window. to be not as politically correct all the time, cos frankly.. it gets old, older than my gran's ass, and truth be told, people are sick of sticking to guidelines and the goody goody i give you what you wanna hear answers. they want someone who's not afraid to grit their teeth and put themselves out there. to simply be themselves and actually give it to you like it is.

because sometimes, stepping out of your comfort zone.. can be a breath of fresh air.

ps. im so friggin prouda you! cue hugs! just wish i were there to see you in action!

stupidOG

2007-04-08T02:29:00.000+08:00

omfg.
worst game ever.
i can safely say i'm still reeling in the shock.
sheesh

dreamingwithabrokenheart

2007-04-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

it's funny how one's attitude and outlook can change everything. like how the air smells fresher and the skies bluer, everything's prettier around you and waking up early doesn't make you feel like ripping the hair outta your scalp when you're basking in euphoria. but its possibly the truth for the opposite too, like when you're sad and somehow you feel like the writers of every sad song you listen to, had you in mind when they wrote that record. or when you wake up and have front row seats to a world's that cloaked in a dreary shade of grey or how food doesn't taste as good anymore -- you've lost your purpose in life.

and when put in a situation where you're totally down in the dumps, all anyone can do.. is to fight like hell so that our happy selves don't abandon us. what no one told us... is that feeling utterly hopeless, could totally break our spirits.

when you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part. you roll outta bed and down on your knees, and for the moment you can hardly breathe

you'resomethingtotalkabout

2007-04-03T11:24:00.000+08:00

IZZIE : "You need to bond with your people. People are what matters."
MEREDITH: "I hate people."

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i miss greys!!!! and that's the thing about it isn't it, the cool voiceovers that make ya think bout love and life, the witty dialogue between the cast who make it so believable and hilarious!! of course there's also meredith who makes you feel like your not that hopeless! haha and it just relates to a large audience i spose and that's why its become this successful!

ok, other than my love for teeveee, yes.. its time for... YOU'VE GUESSED IT! yet another crazy picture of the niq! haha eh but this time its deepthinking-sultry im-kinda-stressed niq.. see for yourself!

so in response to niq's post, id sayy.........

i wouldn't get to talk to you as much since phone bills'd go sky high nor will i be able to see your kookoo face for 4mnths at a go ):
therefore, i'd be really sad )): c'mon! who wouldnt wanna see that ^ ?!?! hes a cutie huh? heh. okays! moving on!
i wouldn't be able to blog hop and spy on people on friendster when im at my boredest (this is on behalf of everyone!)
i think i'd be a social retard! since the opp is true, lemme tell you why. computer = internet = msn = talking to people conveniently online = make plans = go out haha!
and lastly, i'd be suffering from teevee withdrawal symptons! no greys, no oth, no heroes, no pb, no supernatural, no desp hsewives etc etc etc.. haha!

so you see why computers are the epicenter of my life! funny how the 5reasons exclude anything to do with work? haha yeah yeah, im an avoider. but hey! thats only until may comes arnd, after that.. its computer what??

thegood&bad,allinone!

2007-04-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

j'aime le français!

had so much fun! lol, the 2 hrs din even feel like 2 hrs tdy at all!! cos we had to do dialogues, but our lcass being our class, we come up witht he most ridiculous kindsa dialogues! haha so we had to create one based on this picture. TOTALLY INNOCENT PICTURE! of a lady and a bald guy at the restaurant, den the pic in the next scene the same lady with another guy (with hair this time!) haha

omg la, we could come up so that the ladys a slutbag whos having an affair and only wants this bald dude for his money! hahaha or in another story that she's a virgin and was making eye at the server at the restaurant. HAHAH and some other homo stuff! which included asking our tutor why he was showering with some other dude (all rubbish of cos). lolol. and yes, ALL IN FRENCH!!

the 2 hrs whizzed by i tell you, while everyone were laughing to the point of tears and tummyaches.

now that im settled and not so hyper anymore, reality is smiling back at me, telling me ive an 8am class tmr morning and that i should be in dreamland, right bout now!! but but but, its too early and im hungry!

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on a totally no link, random note, here's some food for thought, or rather, a total dark and twisty sth sth:

do you ever feel like you're dispensable sometimes? like you can be traded or replaced. i get that sometimes. and it feels like ur heart slows down and sinks deeper in your chest. and just for a moment, self-doubt creeps in. and that sucks! but the thing is, if you're always trying to live up to a certain standard of what others expect. then you're stupid. because, that doesnt define who you are or your self-worth and pinning urself to that standard, to see yourself crash and burn.. it's pitiful. and fact of the matter is, self-worth, thats from within you and not what others say it is. and the sooner you see it the better, because noone's gon help you dig yourself outta that hole we call pathetic.

happyapril1st!

2007-04-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

theres a tennis match now! and hence the staying up late ;p

novak djokovic's the new IT boy in tennis these days! and it doesnt hurt that hes quite cute. haha. his stats HERE!!! HE'S JUST WON IT! str8 sets! yay! hoho. hes a millionaire now.

wayniq's gone to cut his hair, hopefully it turns out nice!!!! hehee SHOW ME TOMORROW BUBS! or rather later! eee, speaking of wayniqqqqq, its april fool's and i have yet to pull a quick one on that fatty. -.- think i've gotten duped at least thrice already!!!! AHHHHHH!

so this is one weak attempt to get back at youu! (but i dont think its counted AT ALL!) you pothead. HAHA fricking hilarious.

so its been a slow day,woke up early to go for some qing ming thing and den i came back to sleep sleep till like dinner! omg, i wasted another day cos i din study! and finals are in........ just about 3weeks? argh, sometimesi think all i need is a change in pace. you know? to take myself out of this daily routine and just actually do what i set my sights on! and thats at least getting a B and abv for EVERY mod. sigh, i think its bout time i put words to plan to actions huh? owells, i'll get there!

OH! check out vone's blog (: i think she loves me! HAHA but thats a good thing cos i love her back! LOL

youandi

2007-03-31T15:02:00.000+08:00

the quirky, the crazy kookoo nutjob, the serious emotional, the make-me-laugh-till-i-pee, the sweet romantic, the other half, the music lover, the cranky pot, the hyper, the worrier, the i dont-give-a-damn, the hilarious, the wayniq urairat. i ♥ you! every side of you! your post made me tear! kinda!! (((((((((((((((((:

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in other news tho, we're gon catch the hitcher laters! maybee there'd be more pictures up later! :p oh, since ive found out how to collagify pictures, heres one for the gang (:

i know i look like a spas! lol! think if my laptop dies, ill cry.

cos you're all i want and you're all i find, you have my heart forever

♥♥♥♥♥

2007-03-30T01:15:00.000+08:00

what is love?

cynics believe that love, love is fiction. a figment of your imagination, you know? its like fairy tales told to kids by their parents before bed, like the toothfairy or santa. the kinda things you believe less in as you grow older. think about it, when you were little, you'd share ur candy with ANYONE. no matter their race, rich/poor, the superficial differences; we loved eveerything and everyone without judgement. but as we get older, we become skeptical, we get cynical, a la the partypooper witches in fairytales. we actually think everyone, YES 6billion people, have a hidden agenda/motive in the things they do. so we only extend our love to those closeby, the ones we trust. and that makes it tough for anyone else to break through that thin film of separation; the barrier that keeps our hearts safe. so i guess, cynics must also have had their hearts broken (or betrayed) once or twice too. but fact of the matter is, love, it's innate, and running away from it, could possibly be a bigger problem than embracing it.

and so... once in abit, we have to let the little kid in us take the reins of our hearts and believe. because you'll never know how good it feels until you have it, even if you might lose it. and that's scary, losing your heart, it could even stop you from breathing. but, stop and take a step back to think of all the good things that come along with love and the potential it holds. that could stop you breathing for awhile too :) and you'll see, maybe the risk.. it's worth it.

i've decided tho, that love..

everyday'sasundayevening

2007-03-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

my date for the day

i ♥ vone! (:

john steinbeck once wrote: 'change comes like a little wind that ruffles the curtains at dawn, and it comes like the stealthy perfume of wildflowers hidden in the grass.'

BORED

2007-03-29T13:11:00.000+08:00

the sky is peeing, thereforeeee, being bored and not being out/studying im bored! so check this out>>>>>>

You Are Elektra

There's really no superhero with more style than you.
Because who could beat being sexy assasin ninja?

What Superhero Are You?

LOLOLOL. considering we're this>>>>>>>>

HAHAHA ok, and i went to try out other totally nonsensical things too! LIKE THIS!

What Your Underwear Says About You

Admit it, you've dreamed of being a underwear model.

You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone.

The Underwear Oracle

LOLOLOL. ok nvm. im just bored. VONEEE WHAT TIME IS OUR DATE!!?

YES!FIXED!SOQUICK!

2007-03-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

IT'S BACK IT'S BACK!!! YAY!

and so, a post!!!!! ALL credit goes to the mignon! THANKS WAYNIQQQQQQQ AAVAL!!!!!! heeheee i wouldnt have had the patience to fix it. ok so, this was what he did, he tried fixiing the original one but apparently the whole things screwed. SO, he got this:

which was a stupid jaychou piece of crap layout and tweaked it to make it like my old one!! soooo, here's what it looks like NOW!! YAY it's essentially the same, but it looks loads better due to lil minor details!! and more importantly....... it loads!! ((((((((((((:

see SEE SEEE! so nice right? and he managed to totally change it frm the ugly shit thing before. hmmmmmmmmm, i think we're looking at a hmtl pro. heh, AND I LLLL - YOUU - VEEEE you for it (: YES YOU!!

YAY imma happy camper anddddddd yes, smiling like a dork! can you tell!???

i want you to know.. YOU MAKE ME HAPPY!

ohnooooo,NOTMETOO

2007-03-27T17:29:00.000+08:00

i think i should blog with my lj. LOLOL for the time being until i fix this piece of crap. sigh. I

DONT LIKE LJ I DONT LIKE LJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

icecreammelts,sowillyou

2007-03-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

lemme just say this, IT'S SO BLOODY HOT!! )))))):

tsk, so it being a sunday and the boys having nothing to do. as usual! they decided to pop by to chill, even tho we couldnt really cos the heat brought the mosquitoes out and it was really hot! luckily or rather unluckily smoke shoos them away! HAHA ok, thats not good. but yeah. so, they saw kiddy and they hate him. lets just say he didnt make a gd impression! haha THNK THEY REALLY HATE HIM. if he din have his cutiepie face.... ok NVM.

so nothing much tdy! here's a pic from like a couple of weeks back. the cousins and grandma/pa oh and nephew;and thats excluding their parents and their siblings and aunties and uncles. i WILL NOT recognise any of extended relatives on the streets. hahah some vegetarian restaurant at coro. eh jia! near ur hse! i was hungry after that. haha

this post is realllllllllly random. so i should stop! lest i start rambling again, refer to previous post! HAHA oh! and id bet you, if u stood an hr oout at midday ur sure to melt. hey niq! good weight loss idea! come back and sweat off ur fats! and u dont even have to movee!!! (:

and just needa get this outta my sometimes selfish head, thanks for ALL the litttle things you do for me! they mean the most and im grateful and LUCKY! merci beaucoup beaucoup! tu es tres SPECIAL! haha i duno how to say speacial in french. haha

do not get me wrong, i cannot wait, for you to come home. for now you're not here, and i'm not there. its like we're on our own. but i want you around. when it falls into place with you and i, we go from if to when, your side and mine are both behind its indication.

likegoodol'times

2007-03-25T02:44:00.000+08:00

YOUTUBES HERE
fricking hilarious. but if u watch the whole thing, it just comes across as gay. but its quite sad also, but duno wehther real or not. i always get duped. ):
just got off the phone with the gang! or part of it anyways, two idiots wandering arnd and two bodohs overseas! hahaha and as per normal, the conversation was fulla bull sai.
it was nice to hear everyone talking at the same time again! think the last time was proly dec/feb. dont remb!! but it was nice cept for the jia bringing in the phone to the toilet part. tht was gross. oh! and one thing, army-talk and 20yr old boys are like fatkids with their faces in choc cake. everyday army, weekend still talk army! haha i duno wat they talking bt sometimes. but i try to keep up.

well, we havent alwasy been this close i spose! only recently, like last nov, when we all started hanging out. like going out everydayyyy, night. being silly, eating alot (of nuggets and seafood!) and just enjoying the company! when we were all together, squeezing in a car which is like as old as lee kuan yew. haha! some parts dont work mind you. watching dvd at vones, hanging out at jias tv room til like 4 sth and gng back half dead, drivng past hooker central. you get the drift! hoho. at least we have a tight group now, i wouldn't trade it for anything in this world!! haha im friggin candy! so sweet hor! thre're some pple ud thot ud never get close to, but it doesnt take a long time to gel! tht is if u hang out everyday! AHAHA

anyways! was out with roy and the extended gang tdy! haha actually, roys like part of the extended gang. he always brings us to weird places! haha like.. little indian on the weekends to shop at mustafa, people watch the ah nehs (actually just us cos they stare at you funny and hold hands), eat durian/seafood/anything cheap/sometimes gross! or to adam road and he alwasy treats us to teh. and i cannot slp aftr, which explains why im still awake watching soccer/tennis n blogging! and drive us home (occassionally) after that. haha hanging with roy is actually kinda fun hor. haaha! cos we actually dont like to go where he goes cos the places he goes are kinda scarey and dirty (think no aircon, filthy okok dirty streets), but after abit its like the norm and we'd just go like its fun! but its quite fun cos you get to see and eat really abnormal things (aka. things u dont see along orchard! ok rambling!

went to adam for some food! i dnt like the egg and bread thing. roti john?? duno. i din pay for anything cos i din feel like eating cos i had lunch at 4!!! haha!! i ate half a piece of that bread bit, had teh-peng! haha like afew forkfuls of lemin's mee goreng, and fishcake from the indian rojak roy ordered! haha i only like the fishcake in indian rojaks cos the rest eat like sure LS. alll that colouring. hahaha o! and the sauce is nice too. come to think of it, i was being crow-ish, just pick arnd. bad habit!! tell me to stop next time if u get annoyed and utterly disgusted by tht k!

so frm there, we crossed over to serene to get some island creamery! haha we saw cheryl on the wall. haha! picked the holicks and banana ones, i thot the sour sop one and the very bery one sounded nice, but not everyone likes their ice cream sweet and fruity! haha like in taiwan, the boys had weird stuff like peanut, taosar or sth and green bean (Ok, LIKE WTF kinda sick flavour is that). i didnt touch those. i had the strawberry!!!! haaha smre the pink skin very nice. the dua dua freshly made ones are the nicest! haha the horlikcs tasted like pineapple tarts. think niq would like it! haha!! so we sat until they closed, caught up with each other, talked. ate until i was so full and i was freezing cos i was sitting under the fan! anyways, roy took jias lighter and a couple of cigs. haha and jia willingly gave em to him. so good job boy! first step to recovery! kinda. :s ok, maybe not.

so anwyays, they walked me to the busstop and lemin waited for me after jia and carl went to twn, haha jia was in his DB slippers. hahah damn disgusting. yeah and teh rest roy sent home! and here i am, in the front of the tv cos of a cup of teh. i am officially caffine sensitive. so dont feed me teh after 7 in the future, thanks!

wth

2007-03-23T12:44:00.000+08:00

conversations that start with i love you and end with nothing.
those are the worst.

thebigoppsie

2007-03-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

met the gang today!
was pretty nice chilling and hanging!
was shopping with vone today and she was on one of her usual shopping sprees. haha
i gotta nice top hoho.
we saw xiaxue, shes short -.-
jiaxiang should stop smoking, for real. pic on the cig pack was gross.
and i saw the advert ;/ the lady looks sad
went to the P.O today
walk until damn tired!
wanted to watch tmnt! BUT aiyo, not open yet! think tmr or sth.
and....... nothing else. thot id just blog for fun!
your busy your busy. but its ok
oh! and i should really cut/do sth bt my hair. cos its officially sai.
tennis tmr! (:

cyou guys!

YOUYOUYOUU((:

2007-03-21T17:37:00.000+08:00

you know how they say music feeds the soul?
i've decided that your voice is the soundtrack of my life (:

stuck in my head: Future Of Forestry's You And I
thanks for the songs bubs! your the best!!! HUGS!!!

IBLOGGED

2007-03-21T01:42:00.000+08:00

LALALAA IM BORED! see i blog!
ive gt sooo many projects due like in a week or so. so rushing everything plus catching up with work. ITS BAD. owells, at leasst i found that something to look foward to and make me happy everyday! yay! hhaha and thats more than alot of people can say. so yeah, i guess i AM blessed. hoho

the sem is passing by soooo quick! and i cant believe i HAVENT yet missed a single french lesson! hehehe. see, if im interested in sth i'll attend it! and thats not econs! which means i have a VERY VERY BIG PROBLEM ON MY HANDS. eh, which also means im gonna be a YEAR2 soon! OMFG!

oh you guys shud check out that titanic youtube thing on niq's blog -.- (basket!!) and vone's like driving herself to and fro now that her dad's away on a trip! HAHA HOW RAD IS THAT? wah lao, i wanna drive. bloody hell. almost everyone know already lo. its kinda disgusting that i don't! ok resoluation for 2008, learn how to fricking drive!!! haha

plus its not a chore when ur starting out! (: haha remb those crazy nights near jia's hse/behind KAP?? HAHA damn funny, 'whats your max speed!?' hahahaha THE STUPID LIZARD! and the indian taxi man who stared us down! HAHA omg, damn funny! so obvious we were all fooling arnd, he gave us the eye! LMAO

owells, so much for reminiscing, i needa sleep. or rather HAVE to, cos im not tired at all! BOO
GDNIGHTS EVERYONE! I CANT WAIT FOR MAY! now all i have to do is just get finals for sem2 over and done with! ((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

sigh

2007-03-18T20:13:00.000+08:00

it weird how someone so far and so different from you, you can treasure so much. and once you've found that someone and realised his importance in your life, you never want to let go, because you can't ever imagine how you had lived your life before you met him; without him.

shit happens apparently.
thanks for being there baby! even though i don't say it most of the time, i really appreciate you always being there for me, no matter what. hearing your voice this morning made me feel so much better, or i doubt i would've gone to sleep at all. can't wait to see you in may! one month seems a tad too long now.
i really miss youu ):

crazydaytennisday

2007-03-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

300 is so damn good!
the lot slicing and chopping and stabbing was friggin awesome!
plus we got to watch two movies ytd night!
stomp the yard, for free, and 300. BUT we missed the beginning of both films! HAHA and jia gt conned into buying 3$ coke. haha, drinking gold like that. and the tickettearers at cine are damn pangsai. poor yoko ):

owells, some pics. ok ONE picture. cos the rest kanasai -.- (and fine, YOU WERE RIGHT! pics are for the blog. but if not then what else ey? heh) AND VONE IS MISSING!!

tennis-ed for like duno how many hours tdy! lucky the weather let up after a slight drizzle! haha good times (: my hands and legs are dead now tho. like one bloody bigass blister on my palm and little blueblacks everywhere. BUT THEN AGAIN, maybe im just clumsy! haha

went for a late dinner after that in town all sticky and smelly. lucky had jias perfume thing, so at least i was smelling like a nice-smelling boy! HAHA and we were so friggin starving. tummy was grumbling until it had nomore energy to grumble and rumble. so by the time we got to dinner i was stoning and basically appetite-less. LESSON LEARNT THO! always eat when ur hungry!

and im sooo tired now i think im insane to come online and blog. really siao already. bye you guys! au revoir!

ps. have a safe trip bubs! ill ttyl when ya land! (((((:

bah

2007-03-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

hi guys.
so i'm not functionally well. not. at all. ):
i'm lacking my daily doses of ___.
and it's only been a lil over a day that i havent talked/heard from ya!
it sucks, and im stoning at the laptop even though i have a shitloada things to do cos im kinda lagging in everything! all my econs and shit and my french and my stupid annoying piece of shit projects. blahblah. kinda depressing! and im just stoning! AT NOTHING --

have you fallen off the face of the planet hmm?
well, I MISS YOUR ANNOYING ME AND YOUR SWEETNESS AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN! BOOOOOO!
id give anything to see you right now you know. SIGH
)))))))))))))): im sad

favpicsoftheweek!

2007-03-13T14:54:00.000+08:00

salut tout le monde!
just so friggin bored at home so i've decided to pick the few favourite pictures from the past week or so! haha had much much fun with chrys on her 21st and of course chilling with the gang last weekend!! c'est trop magnifique!

me vone and the cancer man, have you noticed the amount of moles on his face? YEAH cancer prone still wanna smoke!

edit: group pic!
sitmultaneous photo-taking! vone loooks shocked somehow! hehe
there's jia smoking like a chimney -.- duno how we managed to look happy bout it BOOOO
me and the bestest siaosiao woman of all!
HAHA tell me this is not funny! friggin hilarious, see vones face and chrys expression and me just being an extra! hahah!!! duno why, this picture cracks me up :D

vone loooking really happy. haha

relient k's damn damn damn good. dammit. and it was really good to hear your voice today! yay! made my day times like a million over :D so im a happy camper tdy! (even tho i have like a shitload things to do) hehe. but all's good and well cos i got to talk to youu. I MISS YOU BUBS!

and im racking my brain for a new improved way, to let you know you mean more to me than i'd ever know how to say. i know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way, but i'll push all my inhibitions aside

youcallitmadness,buticallitlove

2007-03-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

c'est facile de voir pourquoi les gens vous aiment,
parce que vous êtes sucré et un charmeur.
cependant vous pouvez être une imbécile, lorsque vous pensez trop.
encore, c'est difficile de vous ignorer
juste parce que c'est vous.

vous êtes important à moi et mon petit cochon,
mon premier et mon dernier!

hehehee. im so f*cking sweet!

i managed to blog in french! *CLAPS HAHA go figure
dont think all the grammars right la, but owells!
I STILL HAVE ALOT TO LEARN!
at least i can count to a thousand++ and ask people annoying questions; like where they stay, what their names are etc. evern thought i already know! LOLOL think i can go to france for holiday and actually understand what people say and make my way arnd!
OHYEAH, on a completely no-link note, i know what voulez-vous coucher avec moi, chez toi actually means! you know that moulin rouge song?? the one sung by a buncha hoes? its basically an invitation from yourself asking someone to go to bed with you! HAHAHHA
SO DONT ANYHOW SAY WHEN YOUR IN PUBLIC!
YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!

in other news tho, the rest are out at dxo! so many ceejay people there! but i went hom cos im a good girl and i have tennis tmr! cant wait to play! and randeep bought a PSP so i wanna test it out tmr. speaking of PSP's, I HAVE CARL'S! dont forget to take from me!! think im still improving on my tennis, but i think i need more muscles. DAMN FRIGGIN SKINNY STILL. BUAYTAHAN. whoever said it was only fat girls who had issues was a complete moron. but yeah la, better being skinny than fat. MEANS I CAN EAT ANYTHING! HOHO.

ok, lest i get a tagboard fulla angry comments, but i doubt since noone tags, im gonna go sleep! so gdnights world!

ps. HOI, you fatty! have fun in san fran! go shop till you drop and take a mega shit loada pictures! yay less than 2 months bef you come back!
ppss. vone! jez! send me the pics! heh, tell me how it all went! (:

the21st

2007-03-10T12:15:00.000+08:00

THE GIRL'S 21! (:
HAPPY BELATED CHRYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

was a total chill and laid back night at menotti's! a dash of relatively good food from starters all the way to desert (i thought the icecream was the nicest bit!), accompanied with a cup fulla fun and a teaspoon of phototaking, (OKOK a big spooonful!) and a buttloada sprinkles of great company all mixed up, made the night a good one.

hope ya had a nice time outta all the other ones babe! haha! HUGS!!!!!!

ps. the pics are hella hilarious. haha!! vone is damn cute!

itsallaboutyou

2007-03-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

breathe the fresh air after the storm has passed. because being able to come out better and stronger is all we can hope for. not everyday's bright and shiny, because there's always something to ruin the things we're striving hard to build, something that interferes; whether its the demons lurking deep within ourselves, the intention of others or elements totally beyond our control.

and when that happens, we shall not run away. but instead, we'd dive head first into the fray and fight the fight even if it means you might lose, because happiness is what you make of situations. because sometimes, you have to fight for what you want-- be it for something totally physical, to let others know how you feel or for that someone to understand. it's not impossible.

but when things take a turn for the worst, just breathe.

and we'd be okay.

but what happens when the only one stopping you from the thing you want the most, is yourself. and there's nothing you can do to stop the internal battle. i guess, all anyone can hope for is for someone who cares enough to walk through fire and rescue you.

and im realy happy that i have you, peach! you make me want to be a better person. and all i can do now is to say je t'aime pour toujours. because i do! alot alot! but somehow, saying just doesn't cut it.

ill make it up to youu. pinky swear! (: HUGS

whatif

2007-03-08T10:58:00.000+08:00

the chain of events.
where one thing leads to the next.
and things you've said or done, you cant take them back.
ever.
but what if you knew something bad was going to happen,
would you do them all over again?
its a double-edged sword, either way it'll suck.
and you wish it'd never happened.
fact of the matter is that it did. but you'd already ruined someone's day.
you got hurt. and that's all on me.

i'd take another chance,
take a fall, take a shot for you,
i need you like a heart needs a beat,
but it's nothing new.

hoi!!!!

2007-03-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

matt theissen from relient k looks like frodo baggins.
HAHAH
and pig, theyre gon be in indianapolis! HELLO IN YOUR STINKING STATE!

Mar 18 2007
7:00P
Egyptian Room
Indianapolis, Indiana

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna go ):
why the vids i post all taking so dang long to loadup. grr

Ah,theoldtimes

2007-03-07T00:54:00.000+08:00

vone came over today! and it was nice and nostalgic!

so we were looking at really old old ugly pictures of oursevles! HAHA hilarious la, remb when i had insanely poofy black disgusting hair which made my head look big, vone had curly hair and the baby hair at the front, lolol! niq's small boy face (even tho he was also a piggy then), rui's and lemin's similar to their old selves, just a lil bit more wiser! haha jez's scary grey eyes omg! and all the other odacers! sooo fun! so here are some damn ugly photos, some recent and some not so recent. HAHA funny how people change huh! see for yourself!

DISCLAIMER: this is not blackmail, just reminiscing! hahaha so dont sue me, cos i bet i look like shit more than anyone else! WAHAHAHA

haha actually i gt no comment, we actually thot we looked nice. NICE EH! HAHA WHY WE SO CUTE. -.-
back to schl during the 2st 3 mnths in JAYCEE. haha vern so cute.
hoho and check niqs hair out! SO SMALL BOY! aww

sentosa outing with the two girls!! heh, we were soooooooo burnt that day!

think this outing was for my birthday, couple of weeks after niq left ): WE MISSED YA!

HAHA FUCK HILARIOUS DAY, cos it was video day, and video day was hella fun! we used to do all kindsa stupid things. that day was testament

heh, same school for duno how many monkey years!

one of em roy's bbq!!!! ODAC reunion!! (((:

heh, stupid fatass block my face! just another ride to town frm cj! haha, think we practically did that EVERYDAY! omg, cant believe we couldn't get sick of town, until now still not! think its a singaporean thing HAHA

my birthday on i duno what year, but we had fish n co. with the gang. AS USUAL!

haha think this was the day yew fell on me. HAHA EMBARASSING LA. pardon the blurr cock expression, look at jez's kookooface instead! LOL, super funnny la this pic!i like it!
some dance for i cant remb what. HAHA think natl day. us and TESSA!

BLUE CONCERT WITH THE VONE AND AARON! LOL, the vid! haha WE SAW LEE!

LOL me and vone were both on that bike!

HAHAH this is damn cute
ok very fugly hair. GROSS, I SHALL NEVER TRUST CUTTING MY FRINGE TO ANYONE EVER AGAIN!

anwyays, yeah i think THATS ALL! (you can see anyways) got many many many many UGLY LIKE HELL ONES. but dowanna out only. these are the okay ones, they wont give you nightmares. speaking of nightmares, its time to sleeep. cant believe im gonna STAY BACK IN SCHL TMR TO DO MY PROJECT! dammn.

nights world!
ps. je veux être avec toi ): kisses to you!

imtakingyouwithme

2007-03-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

lalallaa, had an insane day at school. and many breaks, so i ended up watching heroes! haha friggin funny. this part when hiro talks to nathan and he says 'frying man, whhooooshhhhee!!' *plus hand mimicking aeroplane taking-off action
noone knows bout nathan's gift, so he tells hiro to keep it down.
so the dope does the same thing but the hand action lower!
and the part he tries to pronounce villian.. bi-ah!
HAHAHAHA if thats not comic relief then i duno what is. LMAO

;

cos with every second that goes by, im feel its just a waste of time if im not with you if home is where the heart is, then my home is where you are. but its getting oh so hard spend these days without my heart.

so im taking you with me.

I MISS YOU!

DONTKILLME

2007-03-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

just a lil over 2 mnths, there about, more before i see this fatty goondu-sammy again! yay! but what fats you say?! haha

just wait and see. hehee

hurry home!

ps. this makes me lmao!! so happy. like angbaos like that! HAHA

ppss. this aint a blackmailing pic!!!!!!!!!

GG

2007-02-28T20:45:00.000+08:00

im eyeballs deep in merde! i heard my tchr say that into his phone tdy. LOL
why? pourquoi?

3 tests today. (YES IN A ROW)
2 econs.
1 kinda failed. ok, NOT KINDA, I FLUNKED IT. first one ever! feels like chinese in jc all over again. STUPID MACRO! GRRRRRRRR

but i guess its my fault!
lack of SD, sleep so late. LAZY LAZY LAZY.
can anyone say.. wake up call?
good news is that i still have time.
so chins up, socks up beks!
i'll friggin own the finals! so i guess i shud start going for lectures and revising everyday (OMFG) and not being so lazy.
im gonna get a earful. eeeks

in other news..
ah, there arent 'other news'. ive been stoning since i got home. wah lao, why couldnt they just not release the results until like next week or sth.

owells, at least someone got my stuff i sent! yay! im really glad youu like it! tho it seems a lil pathetic, in comparison! haha at least u like it tho! and thats all that matter. YOURE all that matter.

ps. it's okay (:

theartofvanishing

2007-02-28T00:04:00.000+08:00

life is full of vanishing acts. if something that we didnt know we had disappears... do we miss it?

like I said, disappearances happen. pains go phantom. blood stops running and people, people fade away.

heh,toocoool :)

2007-02-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

i like where you sleep, when you sleep next to me
i like where you sleep, here
our lips can touch and our cheeks can brush
our lips can touch, here
where you are you are, the one that lies close to me
whispers, "hello i've missed you quite terribly"
i fell in love, in love with you suddenly
now there's no place else i could be, but here in your arms

; wooooooooo! totally addicted to this songgg. hahaha, its growing on me. always gives me a mental vid too. its HAHAHILARIOUS!

mans, i love this. hellogoodbye's kinda good! haha buncha dorks!

thecnypost,KINDA!

2007-02-21T14:06:00.000+08:00

Take a little picture in a photobooth

Keep it in a locket and I think of you
Both of our pictures, face to face

I think I'm in love
But it makes me kinda nervous to say so

;

so its been a slow day today, so far. and hot too! i desperately needa eat, maybe swedish meatballs! haha! but whatever i do, wherever i go, evverything reminds me of you, everyday, things we used to go and do or will get to go/do when ur back. its funny, cos a few mnths back id never thought it was possible, to be happy. to have that someone who'd blow the dark clouds away in life; your sliver lining. and if you do find that one person whose your favourite flavour, i say hold on tight cos you'll never know when you might lose them, or when they might lose you.

anyways!! enough of the mambo jumbo; things that'll proly make you crazy trying to figure out!

cny was awesome btw! and i have no idea why im blogging! COS my blog doesnt work (WELL FOR ME THAT IS! ):) but whoever who reads! which is like uh the most 3 people, i think i kinda owe it to them to update em on my not very exciting life here, since 90% of the time im online hahah! nonetheless!! MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD!! i update 3 times a day, everyday then you know.

anywhos backside, here's a picture frm the 3 days. HAHA YES ONE PICTURE!! O..O << LOL i like that face! its very ugly! HAA

yay i love my sisters!! tho they can be PIA's sometimes.................... uh, but yeah! that's what we do! fight! hahaha why my eyes gotta be so small tho, that i dont understand! OWELLS! had fun eating all the crap too! haha esp since my hse is always void of food. wahhahaa anyways i think angbao collection was not bad man this year, heh. NO SPENDING NO SPENDING!

oh! got other pictures, but ugly pictures of a certain *cough someone. you know who you are! but since you've gtta fug pic of me too, id say we're even! RIGHT? NO BLACKMAILING AH IM TELLING YOU! i think theres some other things to update too but i dont really remb! all i can think of now is foooodddddd..

so for lunch i go as swedish meatballs beckon!

a bientot tout le monde!

clichetime!

2007-02-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

ok happy new pork year!

that outta the way..
had a great day! catching up, eating eating eating junk, haha. think cny is officially my favourite holiday then! but thats what i say bout every holiday whenever whatever comes up! haha

oh! but cny is like a plus plus plus plus favourite holiday cos yano of the angbaos and the rubbish we get to eat. haha like frigging field day for lil kiddies! like u dont have to eat lunch and dinner if u dont want to, its the time o' year when relatives actually HAVE to give ya money, you get to shop like an insane person bef cny and have even more reason to do it, cos yano, its custom! plus ur hse looks really nice cos its clean. FOR ONCE! haha. so yeah, maybe cny is the nicest holiday! haha angmohs missing out tho! BOOOO but too bad! heheheee

but tmrs another day! and it's gon be a long oneee.. so maybe i shud slp early!!
MAYBE NOT!

im so gon be holiday-hung-over after this week. and all id want is for the long ass end of sem break to get here asap!! cos i get to take a breather, among other things :p

plus all the movies that are gon be out. I CANT WAIT!
so till den............. STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!
you guys have a good onee!

ps. somethings still wrong with my blog! help!

sewn

2007-02-18T03:31:00.000+08:00

Give me the song and I'll sing it like I mean it
Give me the words and I'll say them like I mean it
Cos you got my heart in a headlock
You stopped the blood and made my head soft
And god knows
You got me sewn

;

crap i like this song. alot alot. and a whole bunch of other songs and i wanna go see fob live, i want the next greys episode to get here asap. there're alot of i wants, but for all that, id give them up just to ssee you for a minute.

cos im missing you more these days. and your always looking out for me, even from there. and damn do i wanna see ya bad! so come back soon you, so i can see you everyday again! (:

YAY

2007-02-16T10:33:00.000+08:00

GUESS GUESS GUESSS!!!
GUESS WHOS THE HAPPY CAMPERR!!??!?!?!??!?!

YEAHHH!! ME ME MEEE!!WOOOOOOO
RECEIVED A BUNCH GOODNESS FROM LITERALLY THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD!
AND I COULDN'T BE MORE EXCITED/HAPPY/BLESSED/GLAD/DELIRIOUSLY-KOOKOOBANANAS/ESTATIC/CONTENTED/GRATIFIED/THRILLED/CHARGED X1000000000000000000000/ADRENALINE-FILLED!

YAY YAY YAY!

funny how you can get a truckload of satisfaction in both giving and receiving. hoho, but for now, I LIKE RECEIVING!!!! and thanks you fatty bombomm! HUGS AND KISSES TO YOUU! j'adore beaucoup le carte!!! je t'aime a la folie!!!!!!! merci mon chéri (((:

ps. bubble wrap's the shit. friggin nice to pop em! HAHA fetish la okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :p

What are you waiting for?
Let's move on this
Time is of essence, like your kiss
So say you're in with cards down
And guns drawn, this is it

If this isn't love
This is the closest i've ever been

we'reallmourning

2007-02-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

so guess what, another piece of the gangs gone ):

now that your gone, i actually miss you (WE ALL DO)!! and your stupidity (cos yes, its kinda contagious), your mis-pronounciations (cos we're all in for cheap thrills and that makes us laugh our asses off TOOORIST/HAIYUNDAI), late-night outings and driving-thru to get nuggets at ungodly hours, bowling (even tho i dont bowl), all the movies and soccer matches and basically these 3 mnths! they've been a blast! you've been an excellent pal!

to belong to something bigger, thats really sth you know? you guys made me feel like i belonged! and that it couldnt happen at a better time cos wooooo! holiday season! and last night was memorable! it was for youu i know! so thanks for everything, always sending us back. offering to pick us even tho its way outta way for ya, for all the times u were our sugar daddy and buying us dinner/lunch and just being there! SO THANKS ALOT BUDDY!

and we cant hardly wait for you to be back and the gang back tgt cos then, we're gon go out more and paint the bloody town red! ((((((((:

chroma=iridescence

2007-02-08T14:00:00.000+08:00

and i'll hold on to the dream
of this beggar's plea and optimistic fantasy
just hold the hand and drop the knee
you're facing love
you're embracing melody

omg! latest earworm! CARTEL! haha their real good!! plus i think theyre touring with boys like girls and some other bands. being in singapore sucks. no such things ever (even if they did, they'd proly suck. LOL) , nothing fun to do, nowhere to go! other than school/work/orchard road.. barf.

kinda sick and tired of it already.

eternalembrace

2007-02-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

how cools that?

i'llbehere

2007-02-04T14:01:00.000+08:00

fret not for what you have lost, but what lay ahead.
and if you find yourself alone, always remember that you are not.
because i am here. i'll be here forever.
you are not yourself, and people around you can tell.
so won't you come out of that hole and become who you used to be?
i know you hurt and cry yourself to sleep,
while waiting for the things you long to hear. but they don't come.
just know that somethings are just not worth it,
because if it's yours, it'll come back.

sometimes in order to move forward, you have to go back.

youcouldbehappy

2007-02-02T11:07:00.000+08:00

MORE PICTURES FROM VONE'S TWENTEEN BIRTHDAY!

group picture! without carl! he came later ): owells! next time. some other people missed in the pictures too! RUIRUI and WAYNIQ!

oyeah! ruis coming back tmr (:

lemin and me >>>>>

vones cam's flash is INSANE! or maybe im just white and fair and gross.... NOT THE POINT! haha think i saw stars for abit after that tho!

HAHA our feet pictureee!
think you can take nice pictures at cine cos of the bright and shiny colours and mirrors. haha okayyy, RANDOM PICTURE!

haagen daz ice-cream!! an old staple we L-U-V!!!!

ok picture below doesnt really belong, but i thot id put it up anyways! :p

happiness comes in many forms; in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true, or the promise of hope renewed.

it's ok to let yourself be happy... because you'll never know how fleeting that happiness may be.

wakeuphappy

2007-02-01T10:46:00.000+08:00

i din know united were playing last night! KNN!
BIG WIN SMRE!
4-0 leh!
rooney, ronaldo, larsson and OG!
it was like combo plus a free gift.
NICE ONE LADS!
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
RERUN!!!

BRRR

2007-01-31T12:08:00.000+08:00

ok, its been really chilly these days and i've resorted to using the hair dryer to keep my hands and feet warm! haha nice leh. like in taiwan in the mountains! so super shiok! haha

WHAT LA! i get cold easily is all -.-

on a side note tho, cny's coming sooon! monies!!!!
i think i like cny better than christmas!
ang mohs all missing out :P

OYA!
I OFFICIALLY HATE COCKROACHES!!! grr. made me soil my pants.
NO, NOT SHIT MY PANTS LA! hahah
made me drop my curry sauce covered nugget onto the carseat and on my pants.
WELL DONE BEKS.
did i mention they were WHITE-FRIGGIN-PANTS?
aiyo, klutz x100000000000000 okays. sheesh
at least there were the boys there to rescue me. HAHA

french soon.
I. NEED. FOOD.
someone ta bao swedish meatballs for me pretty please with a cherry on top?!
i wish i had a personal servant sometimes.

ok nvm.
relient k's on the radio now!
good ass shit band! we all agree now don't we?
yes, i find comfort in sound! hahaha

i need a haircut!
and im wondering why all my msn homies are!
i love my homies. you knw why? cos they're so schweet!!!!
didcha see vone's latest post! ME LEH!!!!!! LOL

OMG! RUIRUI'S COMING BACK SOON!
LIKE IN A FEW DAYS!!!
HOLYMACARONNI!!

eagerly anticipating!
ok, SHALL GO NOW!
tooodles!

blahblahbeks

2007-01-31T02:32:00.000+08:00

we could pack up and leave
all of our things behind
no fact, no fiction, no storyline
cos i need you for more than just tonight

you're like air
i cant stop my breathing
im weak and you are my medicine
i wont stop till im under your skin

-

eh friggin nice song k. but dont tell youu, cos im selfish. HAHA no la, its boys like girls and theyre hella good. stupid hmv sell their cd so ex dunno for what.

anyhow, its like 2am!!! and well yeah, class tmr.. AGAIN. sigh i should be slping! but den i realise how its impossible for everyone on earth to be aslp at the same time. IT IS IMPOSSIBLE, seriously. just like how pigs cant fly and hell (if there's one) cant freeze over. impossible.

so here i am, awake. and me not slping is merely a ppppppffffrtttt in this bigass world of whens the right time to slp and such. besides!! times overrated anyways, it just tells you when things should happen. doesnt mean you have to follow it! funny how people do anyways, follow 'the natural order' of things that is, or be damned for all eternity in topsy-turvy/dark-rings-rnd-yo-eyes land.

but its not like thats a bad things sometimes. people spend roughly 1/3 of their lives slping! WHAT IF WE DIN NEED TO SLEEP? den we'd have more time to have fun and do fun stuff and eeeks, get smarter if we learn more! yay! haha

but i spose there should be a balance. and i should really stop sleeping at ungodly hours just so i MIGHT miss class the day after cos i never got the energy to haul my fatass up and get to the shithole nus in the mornings.

so maybeeee baby, no mattter how hard i try, the natural order kicks resolves ass (DAMMIT!), and it isnt a goddamn choice!

doesnt mean i still cant skip class in the morns. WAHHAHAHA

2007-01-30T00:19:00.001+08:00

BONJOUR!
C'est quel est votre prenom?
vous vous appellez comment?

french is was damn dry tdy.

je ne comprend pas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
QUOI!?!?!?!

yep, tht was me tdy.

seriously. my brains so overloaded with french today, come the last hr of class i was just stoning. my brain was like a sponge soaked in the rain. just couldnt absorb anymore. just try sitting for 5hrs of classes straight!!! and thats why im mumbling and grumbling and rambling bout absolutely nth!

and alsooooooo, i din go out tdy!!! PWHAHHHHHHHHHHHH bet ur face's like this now---> O..O HHHAHAHHA tahts the ugliest thing i ever saw. yeah see, i can be a good girl and finally stay home and sleeep. but its 12.12am and im not slping. die 8am class leh.

ive gt nth smart to say tdy! i reckon its bout sleep time... NOW. NIGHTS WORLD!

2007-01-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

I HATE BLOGGER

grr, angry. tried posting like mad still cannot.

anyways, its sunday evening and ROGER FEDERER KICKED ASS!!!! LIKE STRAIGHT SETS LA WAH LAO. 7-6, 6-4, 6-4. invincible.

OYA!! I WON A BET! HAHA youuu owe me...... SOMETHING!

omg! something stupid happened that day!!!! I GOT CHOPED! YANO! those ink things. YA CHOPED!! SO RETARDED! like im some package or sth. WAH LAO, it says princess smre! VONE GT ONE ON HER ARMPIT! haha but the ultimate winner for the chop-ed-on prize was kel. he gt one on his face/hand/neck. tsk. so big alr still play these kinda thingss! BUT LMAO. really until stomach pain la. HAHA

i also kinda started it :X

anyways! jiaxiangs last day out before he has another 2 weeks of confinement! he likes eyeliner and lip balm. hahaha!! so anyways, we went walking arnd holland village, like damn fun like that la. REALLY. retards. HAHA jia wanna eat sushi tei, but abit steep the price for like lunch on no occassion watsoeverrrr. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo we walked arnd looking for a nice good (and not too ex) place to eat. WALK HALF AN HOUR OKAY!

in the end also ended up where we began-- AT FRIGGIN SUSHI TEI -.-
pangsai.

oyeah! speaking bout pangsai, they kept talking bout field camp(duh what else can army boys talk bout!!) and shitting. kinda gross, considering we were all starving almost lost out appetites. but not quite, cos they ORDERD SO MUCHHH!!!

highly random post!!!
sorry just damn damn damn damn damnnnn bored to the MAX. WHY, YOU ASK!???? cos theres no fatty boy to talk to onlinee.

EH WAIT! speak of the devil!

thesongquiz

2007-01-26T14:54:00.000+08:00

Things you do when you're BORED!!

Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense.
You'll be surprised though.. NO CHEATING!

Okay! So I put my playlist on and pressed Play ...

How are you feeling today?: comfort in sound
Will you get far in life?: love and pain -.-
How do your friends see you?: taken back by you
Will you get married?: sleepwalker (WTH SERIOUSLY?)
What is your best friend's theme song?: miles and states
What is the story of your life?: when i die (NO KID BOY)
What was high school like?: save us (LOLOL HOW APT)
How can you get ahead in life?: it's all around you
What is the best thing about your friends?: coming home (thats cute :p)
What is today going to be like?: take a drink
What is in store for this weekend?: turn
What song describes you?: outline of love
To describe your grandparents?: its not your fault
How is your life going?: get up
What song will they play at your funeral?: rush together
How does the world see you?: suffocate (SERIOUSLY? not funny liao. KNN, this is BS LMAO)
Will you have a happy life?: sing to me
What do your friends really think of you?: forget about tomorrow
Do people secretly lust after you?: rise from the ashes
How can I make myself happy?: make it right
What should you do with your life?: war in your bedroom
Will you ever have children?: tongue tied

hahaha so fun!

theouting

2007-01-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

wasup one and all! TOMORROW'S YVONNES DRIVING TEST!! ALL THE BEST GIRLIE!! (:

hahaha sooooooooooooooo, late nights have finally gt to me, cos i should be sleeping right bout now. I HAVE AN 8AM CLASS mind you!! but i cant sleep and so im chowing down some home made watermelon jell-o whilst blogging to bring the sleepy-mode on. btw, how cools watermelon flavoured jell-o, and i heard they even ve banana flavoured ones! tres bien!

anyhooo, we went out on friday, YVONNE YEAP'S BIG TWO-OH! hehhe :x sorry, but ur not so old mah. remb that 'in 20 years time...' theory whenever you feel that 20's old k? haha!!!!!!!!!

had a good time, even though we were basically cam-whoring. have yet to get half the pictures! haha met up with the gang plus roy and lemin. had pepper lunch and we just walked about and chilled at starbucks. nothing fancy but its not what you do but the people whom which you do things with i say! even if its chilling! haha

so, here's some pictures, ill put more up when i get the rest!

me and the birthday girl (SHES GT NICE SHORT HAIR WHICH JIAXIANG LIKES TO TOUCHH)!!!!! haha oyeah, retard face coming up in the next picturee
told ya so, why my eyes so smallllllll???????????

ok, here's me and stupid doctor! if you havent yet seen one.... THERE YOU GO!^^^

hahaha your never smiling properly lehhhh

roy utterly annoyed with our cam-whoring!

haha eug who popped outta nowheree! he was having a date la!

hahaha crossing the road, JEZ YOU WANNA DIE ISSIT!!

haha them competing, see who gt more discount cards! WHAHHA

vone says i have heart-shaped mouth. wahahhaha sposed to do with me one lo.

hahaha ok, my long and scrawny arms and fingers looks damn retarded bt we're standing in a circle again:p

GROUP PIC!

the girls! group pic 2 with carl!! lemin abit tall only hor. we feel like gophers, lose the height and join us little people on a earth leh

deciding whos sitting whose car! hahaha which took quite abit! as usual, the circle of discussion. somethings just never change!

omg i have an 8am class tmr. well doneeeeeeee beks
im out!

thebigTWO-OH

2007-01-19T13:24:00.000+08:00

first of....................................

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE YEAP QIWEN!!!!!!!

think we have like 100000000000000000 more pictures, but i dont have them in this comp. so its cool to have a bestie whom which u can tell everything to, u know? and not judge. its been, what, 7/8years! haha and through tht 7/8 years, we've been through, good and bad experiences.. likeee.. r'ships, haircuts, the 1001 shopping trips, the same crazes like neo-prints -.-, pms days, crying/sobbing, laughing, watching the little mermaid tgt, fights, living like 5 mins apart, swimming/tanning sessions, being in the same class for 6 yrs and not get tired of each other and the other insane things that we do. haha

yay! so we're gonna pepper lunch later on! (: poor jiaxiangs missing out on pepper lunch! but nvm, WHEN YOU COME OUT! hahaha

anyways, hope ya have a great kick ass day babe!! HAHA plus it aint raining!!! yay (:

2ndfarewellssuckaswell

2007-01-18T10:46:00.000+08:00

argh! angry! last night i blogged, it gt erased for some doppehead reason -.- wthh

anyways, so the fats is gone but it wasnt as bad as the last time rnd! cos ya know, we all know hes gon be back in a few mnths (((((((((((: and for longer!!!!!! haha it was proly one of the last times in awhile when everyone would be tgt tho! oyeah and if u look closely, dont we remind ya of a buncha mcStupid telekids? (excl. the tele's on our tummies that is)

yeah see! told vone we looked like teletubbies! cos jia reminded me of twinky winky, carl reminded me of dipsy, kel reminded me of po and me and voen were caught smewhere btwn! :p and you so do not look fat la. ok maybe a wee bit. but thats also cos ur standing beside the skinny piggles and me! haha

just chillling for abit before his flight! everyone looks funnny haha! vone closed her eyes! niq trying hard to act cute! haha oh, but at least jiaxiang looks cute, for real! -.- haha

think we went to east coast aftr that to feast! HAHAH but we were so hungry! and jiaxiangs last few meals! so had to make em good ones :p and think we've been gng out almost every night, its insane. but honestly, its not gon last long! )))))))))))))))))))))))))); thats cos kelvins gonna go off for australia soon and we'd soon run outta a driver! VONE U HAFTA PASS K!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha

for now tho, theres stinking french to study for and a shit loada econs. haha econs really sucks tho. seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyy. but french isnt that bad cos lessons are usually fun! so anyways! gtta run! last lecture of the week! and den its YVONNE'S BIRTHDAYY! WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! hehe, we gt u sth nice. (:

au revoir!!!!!!!

wtfbbqprawns

2007-01-16T13:42:00.000+08:00

yay. had fun ytd! haha WE WENT PRAWN FISHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pictures in kels phone, maybe ill get em tmr or sth! haha anywyas! had french class till like 8 ytd! so fun! even tho i sound like a total retard speaking french..... aye, we all gtta start somewhere right? :p

and so they came to pick me aftr class and we had dinner at vones shop! HAHA DAMN RETARDED, cos we couldnt decide where to go, so we started taking turns to drive about in the mfing huge backside of a car! HAHAH wth! vone cannot park. HAHA and i kinda suck at driving! but considering i gt zero lessons, hmm okay la. right?? RIGHT LA

so the genius vone decided that we shud go pasir ris for a bout of prawn fishing! HAHA SOME IDIOT THOT IT WAS FISHING FOR FISH -.- so anywyas, 2 hrs and we gt 4 of em suckers. poor carl, seriously. haha SOL. its ok carl, we'll pick out own rods next time and youu'll get one for suree! HAHA i gt one vone gt one kel gt 2. but the people were nice enough to give us smre to bbq and eat! HAHAHAA OHYA THE UNCLE GAVE US A FRIGGGIN HUGE PRAWN\!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE 5 TIMES THE NORM K!! and they stink to the freaking max GROSSSSSSSSS

O! O! O! AND WE GT TO PLAY WITH WORMS! hahahhaa earthworms, we gt to cut em up and hook em up and stuff and offer them as squirming live bait to the hordes of crustacean swimming at the depths of the murky... uh... pond. HAHA

okok and me and kelvin are officially banned frm de-sticking the prawns (o! the sticking them alive part was sick btw and very gross, plus the dont die, so they flip about and wiggle their legs :s). hahaha neways, he dropped one on the floor and i uh, drop one into the hot tungsten heater things and the prawn caught fire! HAhAH no joke. we had to blow it out like youd blow out candles on a birthday cake! HAHA MY BAD!

oyeah and the mother big prawn, the head inside gt the brain juice la, so its like we were pouring the sauce over the meaty part and everyone took a bite. DAMN NICEEE! hahahah and u shud see what kel did to the heads tho. hahaha PRAWNMAN! LOLOLOLOLOLLL!

so all in all, it was a damn fun experience (: we'll go again when everyones free again k?????? haha i wanna go again! hahah

ps. id never look at prawns the same way again! theyre sneaky lil bastards.

oyeah, and check this out.i think its fullla shit hahaha but im soo bored!

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

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thingsyou'vecometofearthemost

2007-01-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

being a girl, you never think there'd come the day when you'd actually step foot onto tekong. haha I DID! what lousy weather to enter ns with. not me tho, the skinny boy!!!!!!! poor chap. shud've seeen his face! but since his mom was just gon drop him off, carl and i decided to go with! and we were driving arnd for an hr cos his mom gt lost. LOL

BUT i guess its not that bad i spose, and he's gon be fine. so one whole day on a friggin rainy island (its not gonna stop rainning, i swear). smre wake sooooooooooooooooooo early. see the things i do for people. hahahaha narhs, i wanted to la. seemed like fun and yano i wouldnt wanna be going in alone neither. haha the food was crappy tho!! cept the soup. :p

omg. and the pt kit is damn f'ing disgusting. DISGUSTING. with a capital D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G. so. not. hot. really! hahahaha and everyone looks the same. so imagine high socks, super short shorts, shirt tucked in and botak head X10000!!!!!!! haha ok maybe exaggerating abit, but trust me when i say unsexiness to the friggin max. hahaha

owells, soon it was a last hug goodbye and the ugly purple shirt gon from sight. OYA, it was super windy! so nice!! BUT NOT THE POINT! the point is tht hes gtta be on tht shithole of an island til 27th! haha

im beat! aftr i gt home, a lil rest for like a minute, den its down to town again to meet the ceeejay people haha. havent seen em in months! hanjajas fat! haha owells, good meet up tho.

so anyways, united are kicking ass. sorta. STOP CONCEDING LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

runningouttatitles:/

2007-01-12T01:59:00.000+08:00

and so, the annoying bugger has spread his make-believe wings and flown off once again for the stinking states. i miss being annoyed very much actually. so i spose its back to the normal routine; wake up, school, maybe the occasional shopping with vone, outings with the boys till feb (and blogging :p) once again, llast month had been close to insane! out every single day... uhh, night. we weren't wasting our time! WE WEREN'T LA! HAHA

late night movies, 20 freaking pc nuggets at every outing, playing dota but being 'invulnerable', watching soccer at the jia/niq's hses and nuggeting, insane but scarey and sometimes not very safe car-rides, having an impromptu pool party with pizza and pepsi (half of which the carpet drank), fireworks from afar, slacking christmas away and way toooo much crap for me to remember at this time of day, all i know is that ill miss it all!!! when people enter army/go off for kangarooland/etc. owells, on a brighter, less depressing note.. everyone will be back when the skies decide to stop crying and summer comes round to shine some love on us! (: HAHA OK CORNY! but whatever!

oyes, and schl has kinda started, i say kinda cos i ponned (and going to pon) half the lectures this week. knn :/ school just sucks, no matter which way ya look at it. right, left, upside down, it freaking sucks. anyone who begs to differ can go suck backside!! HAHA. but i guess these 4mnths will pass by quick and in no time the holidays will be back with a freaking vengance and the 3-4mnths of free and easy time will proly whoop our asses and we'd wish we had schl again(HAHA, NOT!)! so till then, ill SUCK IT UP!

oya, and its high time i got a job, now. haha what an idiot. but im taking french, so gt a shit load to stuff my brain with (i can count from 1 to 19 in french! HAHA), but im sick of being peniless. WHAT THE HELL

soooooo okay. i shall stop crapping bout nothing cos some fatass wants to read this. but its really nothing so its like reading rubbish. haha!

so what will i miss bout the holidays?
the waking super late,
the staying out super late,
the nuggets with insane amouts of curry sauce (or lack thereof, they always run out. stupid macs),
and of course above everything else,
the company;
the super siao driver chauffeuring us about
the skinny piggles doppey who talks nonsense 24/7, seriously!
the obsessive compulsive emo vone who blogs emo-ly and has short hair now!
the duty boy. everynight-like-gt-duty-like-that carl(nuggets tmr! dont forget the fund!)
the fatty fat of the fattest wayniqqqq. ok fine, ur not that fat la. i think! who wanna second that? noone? okays.

you guys made the holiday a damn good one! :D

):

2007-01-09T14:10:00.000+08:00

oboy, tuesdays suck.

I'LL MISS YOUR ASS!!!!!

LMAO

2007-01-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

friggin cute pls. cant stand it! haha STARE AT HIM AND TELL ME HES NOT CUTE!
i wanna go out! boreddddddddddddddddddddd

wahsofast!

2007-01-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

would it be a total cliche if i said
HAPPY FRREAKING NEW YEAR?
i guess so! owells, who gives a damn!
have a good one!

thelowdownontheendof'06

2006-12-31T11:09:00.000+08:00

so, where do i friggin start!! the holidays have been a blast!
we've beeen going out almost everynight, days prior to christmas til like, i duno! i dont think ive ever seen you guys in natural daylight balls. hahaha like WTFF K.
oyah, and ive been sick cos of it (YEAH, YEAH, STOMACH FLU, NOT FOOD POISONING DOCTOR URAIRAT)

anyways, boys really do the stupidest things i realise. like throw cans outta windows, they like to speed and act cool, they like to fart alot, they like nuggets but still remain skinny, they like to annoy me, SERIOUSLY! they just wanna have fun la basically, and screw the consequences!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if it'll be bad, it'll be bad later, so dont worry bout it now. hahahaha

by the way, hanging out with boys, doesnt make you a boy. so dont attempt to act like one, cos thats really weird. so yeah, what happened from christmas till now..... aiya. alot!! instead of the usual, going out to town and getting ourselves imersed and lost in the crowds and increase the risk of getting urself groped by random banglas, we all opted to just chill at the jias house and have a nice quiet night in. HAHA AS IF! anyways, too much to elaborate. you weren't there. so too bad lo, im trying my best to recall shit k. too bad i gt konked on the head and now i cant remb jack. AND WHOSE FAULT WASSIT?!!?!??!?!?!??!!? or hor...

so yeah christmas. blackjack plus dvd night! LOUSY DVDS! oh right, on to boxing day. AIYA FUCK BOXING DAY LA, i was dying, puking my guts out, was limp as a freaking fish so i slpt the whole day and almost died again whilst waiting for the goddamn cheeeebye of a doctor (im not usually so crude, its just yano, expressing THAT days feelings!! :p) haha so yeah 26th dec 2006 was a damn kaobei day. and i acted like a baby cos i was feeling like utter pangsai!

so right, 27th 27th 27th, actually i also dont recall.. cos yano we usually go out at night, so by the time its actually the next day but not quite the nexy day. ok rambling. dont think we did anything la. but thurs went to KNN GOD FORSAKEN CRAWLING WITH PEOPLE................... TAMPINES MALL!!! weeeeeeeehooooooooooo! haha actually its not THAT bad la, i think so. anyways, it was just really crowded and the long squeezzy ride frm central singapore to the far far east of singapore din do much to help my recovering stomach! SOMEMORE I STILL CAN EAT PIZZA THT NIGHT! but thats not the point, the point was to make things easier for kelvin kee so can hang out with vonniebooo tooo! hehehheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

speaking of vone! SHE CANT COME OUT WITH US TONIGHT! LETS GO KIDNAP HER FOR REAL LEHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha anyways, it just sucks tht she cant come with tongiht ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): OYA! my head. FRREAKING SHIT. so we were all hangning at vones watching dvds, den wah lao eh, duno how the genius minds of WEIJIAXIANG AND WAYNIQ URAIRAT work one k (O, and my lousy reflexes, BUT NT MY FAULT!!) so yeah, the fatass jia decided to 'spear' the real fastass niq which would normally require a DUA DUA amount of space so it can be carried out uhh, safely! ANYWAYS, we were all on the bed and guess who was in firing range, YEAH LO, ME!!! hahahahhahaa, i think i blacked out. i remb seeing stars for abit! gt friggin hit on the head la by that kukucheow WAYNIQS HEAD! hahahahhaha but guess his hurt as much as mine so yeah.. JIAXIANGS FAULT HHAHHA actually noones fault la, it was stupidity and bad luck lo. i just wanted to say. hhaaha anyways, my heads fine now.

friday, out with roy had nice dinner and durians! but like icecream la, so juicy. OSHITFACE, missed supernatural. nvm, BACKUP PLAN!

ytd was home talking to vone online like the WHOLE DAY! no life la ok. nothing exciting. OHOHOHOHOHOH! MANUNITED WON!!! yay and chelsea drew. WAHAHHAHAAHA in yo faces! so wenta grab some nuggets and headed to jias hse to watch some soccer and just hang out. niq was in his friggin pjs and jiaxiang was half naked and kelvin kee was half dead from starving. i was fine (:

wat a stupid long post. AIYA, cos i cannot sleep already. and trust me, i WANT to sleep!
ok im going to attempt to sleep. wait, this was an attempt to sleep.
i hope i din bore ur stinkin ass. im ina a talk-very-crude-kinda-mood!!
owells! last day of 2006, i can say watever the hell i wannaa yay!

so anyways,, have a good year ahead! haha see you next year!
wah lao, that line is seriously older than my great great great great grandpa/ma, so overused. eee.
ok bye!!!!!

ugh

2006-12-30T00:24:00.000+08:00

i hate issues.
i hate drama.
i hate indifference.
i hate you for making me feel bad.

just when you thot things would actually end off on a sweet note. theres always sth waiting. sometimes i dont know why i even bothered hoping. seriously.

one things for sure tho, i see things better now thanks.

"the dating, the friends and the family, if you ask me, it's all overrated."

let'sjustsay'06willendnicely(:

2006-12-24T14:34:00.000+08:00

christmas trees up, moms cooking up a storm, for real! think can feed like the whole of starving africa, ok not the point, but but yes, my point is, that yay christmas end of year post! so dont bother reading if you already know what im gonna say!

its been a CRAZYYYYYYY year. it really has! changes. many many many changes. some good some bad. i spose all any of us can do is embrace change whatever it causes because at the end of it all, we'll see that things happen for a reason. THEY DO!!!!!

like when someone goes away, and you give them a last hug goodbye. the empty days they leave you with.. and you realise how important that person was/is to you, yet at the end of the day, it tastes all the more sweeter when you finally see that person again. you know? like your heart attempts to beat its way outta your chest and ur face feels hot when you see them and as the rush comes, so do feelings. haha and then, in that moment, you know, everythings changed again.

or when you get to know, like know, people again. its difficult to put into words, because it would be sorely inadequate. people whom you always hung out with but then you realised, hey, that wasn't really them. and you feel grateful that they've let you in, into their world and accept you. and that feeling my friends, is the nicest feeling of all.

and then there are times where you had that endless amount of fun and never wanted it to end. and i guess, its purpose was just that in itself, fun. or during that period of absolute loneliness, when some lose their way, and you felt like you were falling, and by instinct, reached out to people, and surprise, because they break your fall.

and so you look back on the year and see that the end of 2006's near, christmas time, with new year's round the corner.. and even with all the crap that's happened this year, i think it'll end off nicely. well, one can always hope anyways.

one night of magic rush, the start a simple touch, one night to push and scream and then relief.

dammit.fuckingsweetsong!

2006-12-23T12:40:00.000+08:00

today is a winding road, thats taking me to places that i didn't want to go. today in the blink of an eye, i'm holding on to something and i do not know why i tried.

i tried to read between the lines, i tried to look in your eyes. i want a simple explanation; what i'm feeling inside, i gotta find a way out. maybe there's a way out.

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer, do you know you're unlike any other? you'll always be my thunder, and i said; your eyes are the brightest of all the colors, i don't wanna ever love another, you'll always be my thunder.. so bring on the rain, and bring on the thunder.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

2006-12-21T12:08:00.000+08:00

WELCOME BACK YOU FATTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was nice to see ya! chubby fats, poofy hair and all! haha see weren'tcha surprised!???? hehheh. we're gd at surprising, not that sppoiler after all. unlike the last time, i kept my mouth shut! yay. haha i wanna see more of you ya hear! and i want my prison break and uhh.. the rest of the stash!!! hahaa

BIIIIG FRICKIN' HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whatthehellkindaweather

2006-12-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

f*** the rain!

its days like these when you really need a-something to snuggle up to! yawns..

someyougiveaway

2006-12-18T12:17:00.000+08:00

i'm trying to grasp concepts of your dimensions,
while my universe is laced around your wrist.
i am the bracelet you sport,
i am everything that you have ever missed,
and more.

astheskiesburstopen

2006-12-17T17:13:00.000+08:00

out with the vone tdy! (: and it rained like a mofo. tsk. irritating. din see anything nice either! so din get anything. i want those shoes tho!! the shiny ones! goddamn!! but its time for giving, and thats excluding myself, sooooo had to think bout that! so farr tho...

number and christmas presents bought: zero

number of days to christmas: eight

number of days before the niq comes home: three.. okay no link!

amount of cash i have: very very little!!

therefore, this is very very bad. need think of sth quick!!!! who wants to rob a bank with me! HAHAHA im kiddin. oyeah, heard that heartbeats song at topshop today! haha kinda reminded me of youu!!!! quick get ur fatass back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bestfeelingsintheworld

2006-12-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

soooo i was thinking, cos i do that alot these days, think that is, since i NEVER go out.. and yano '06s been a rollercoaster crazy ass year, but goods things happen as much as the bad and realising that has been one of the better feelings!

anyways, thot id come up with a list of things that make me feeel nice and good. haha! basically cos im bored outta my mind and theres absolutely no one to yak to online!!! and therefore, i present to you..........

the feel good list:

1. waking up to the sound of rain, where its all dark and gloomy out and you realise that there's nothing planned for the day ahead so you get to sleep in and stay in ur pjs ALL DAY! WOOO!

2. listening to your favourite songs to sleep!

3. the feeling of warmth enveloping you as you step out of a super freezing place

4. when people laugh at your jokes. haha! awkward silences are just sad!

5. knowing that someone close, is coming home after a long whilee (:

6. having ice-cream on a uber hot HAWT day (with a uber hot guy) HAHA im kiddin, ornot.

7. getting surprise mail! letter box, email, watever! espeacially if they have a buncha goodness attached to em :p

8. having a big fluffy kaypeebabeh (or whatever) to hug to sleep! yay

9. when the HOLIDAYS are finally here after long sem!! hello bumming!

10. spending a wad of cash without having to think about opportunity costs! (tht stupid econs term is gon be stuck in my head FOREVER!! i swear)

11. getting caught in the rain! afterwhich would be followed by a super hot shower/bath!! ooohh and ya feel all shiny and clean!

12. saying i love you! and hearing it back! its liberating!

13. going on crazy car rides! those are always a blast! cept that one time :s

14. when you find a nice song/band and knowing that theres someone to share it with!!

15. watching my at-that-moment-in-time-all-time-favourite show/movie over and over and over again!

16. sleeping a dreamless sleep!

17. or when you've just finished a set of exams and knowing you'll never have to touch it again ever!!! like gp or sth hahaa

18. holidaying in some far off country and just chillling in the hotel room knowing there aint no mad rush!

19. smelling your favourite smell on someone or something! (its kinda creepy! but dont even deny!)

20. thinking bout the things that make ya feel good! haha

im sure there are a bunch more that i can think of!! hopefully '06 ends off with a bang and drama-less. yay we love the holidays dont we? *grins

close the door and leave me inside, i'll miss the fireworks burning in those eyes. don't be the one to say goodbye

truerthantrue

2006-12-14T11:37:00.000+08:00

if you don't have what you really want, nothing is really there.

ican'tgetenough,shakin'meup,turnitup

2006-12-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

lalalala. ok i just decided to post this for fun! cos its really quick! arentcha coming home soon? yay! :D

ahh.. im bored and burnt!

had fun today playing tennis with the moley man, carl and kent. haha HOLYHELL, did anyone notice the weather???? shit man. we literally baked in the oh-so-hot sun! haha plus we din book no stinking court, so had to play with the wall for abit. my backhand stinks. owells, will work onit. looks like people are getting jobs! cept me. wah lao. i just realised im friggin ass lazy. ok next yr! ill tutor some poor kid and hopefully get him to ace his shit. owells, enjoy first. uni is hard work k! it really is!!!!!!!

so its hello to the aloe-gel!!!!!!!! boy m i red!!

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i've got a sickness
you've got the cure
you've got the spark
i've been lookin' for
and i've got a plan we walk out the door